Wow dude. Been forever since I’ve been on here.. It seems like I’ve been busy lately but I know I haven’t been. It feels good to write things down though. I’ve been struggling lately though. I like feeling like a grown up with college and school and job. But I’m not too sure if I can balance it all. Whatever. I’m overreacting. I’ve been thinking way too much about him lately and I don’t even know why. It frustrates me.
I’ve picked out the Christmas presents for every member of my family though. I’m pretty excited about it. I’m pretty excited about Christmas period. Cold weather, too. I’m tired of writing now. I have to get up early. Maybe I’ll actually get on here tomorrow again. I doubt it.