It’s been 22 days since my dad died. I miss him more than ever. We moved today. We went from a five bedroom house to a two bedroom apartment. I don’t mean to sound like a brat but it’s a bit of a culture shock. actually a lot of a culture shock. Combining four peoples stuff into an extremely tiny space with no storage? Hard. To say the least. My mom and I are sharing a room. Which I don’t mind, but we have very different habits. And we both have a lot of stuff.
Everyone’s been saying that “this is what Alan would have wanted.” Gotta call bullshit on that one. My dad would have NEVER wanted us to A) be financially unstable B) for me to drop out of school and get a second job C) have to downsize our beautiful home and sell all of our brand new furniture. I just don’t see how he would have wanted any of that. I just feel sick. I really hate it here. I’d like to go back 3 years ago. We had our house, and I had my daddy. I wish I could bring him back. More than anything in the world. Day 22 and it’s not getting any easier.
Here’s to dropping out of school and becoming a stripper.
I have, quite possibly, the most terrible, horrible, hellacious, repulsive, and all other bad adjectives you can think of, teacher. I think he’s out to ruin our lives. I don’t just think. I know. Unfortunately, I feel like if I don’t meet someone soon that will be me. And that scares me.
I just want to finish nursing school, marry a hot doctor, and work with tiny babies. Is that really too much to ask?
Completely re-vamping this and starting over. Well obviously not completely, but ya know. I feel like no one ever posts words on here anymore. It’s always just picture. Mainly stupid ones at that.
So I started nursing school last Wednesday. I am taking Basic Nursing Care, Pharmacology, Nutrition, and Anatomy and Physiology 2. My plate is a little full, to say the least. I’m on the third day and I’m already overwhelmed. I should be studying pharm right now, but I decided not to. I have another hour until my next class. Boring… However, I did meet a cute guy today. Plus.
We moved into a new house, and I got a new dog. He is literally the most precious thing I’ve ever seen. I love him. And he’s my best friend.
There is a guy sitting close to me looks exactly like Jesse Metcalf.. Pretty impressive.
So. I am determined to get through this semester. One way or another. After that, I’m home free.
1. Your feet will hurt. 2. Your back will ache. 3. You’ll start grinding your teeth in your sleep (if you didn’t already start in nursing school). 4. You’ll NEED to be in shape for this job. 5. This job will make you cry. 6. This job will scare you. 7. Many patients will not like you.
Well I guess it’s time for me to do the whole “2012 was a great year…” thing. But in all reality, 2012 sucked ass. big time.
In all honesty, I dont remember much of the beginning of the year. But it was a very hard year for my family. Don’t wanna get into those gory details. But let’s just say it sucked.
2013 should be better. If not, I’m going to become a recluse and live underground. Just sayin.
My new years was great though. Even though I don’t remember some of it. It turned out to be great. And the first day of the new year, although rainy, was great. I got a kiss in the rain on the first day of 2013. Now that’s an accomplishment.
Well. I have to go to work in the morning. That blows. But whatever. I’m a big kid now. UNFORTUNATELY.